These past couple of months have been very challenging. I have allowed myself to grieve this last miscarriage, but at the same time I have had to fight feelings of depression. Even though I knew that the enemy wanted my sadness to become depression, there were times that being depressed was attractive. I had this gut wrenching nagging feeling that didn’t seem to go away, and the tears-just kept coming. I was so tired of crying!

Thankfully, I am starting to feel emotiionally healthy again. My job has kept me EXTREMELY busy and time has provided healing. As for the baby journey, we are in the process of starting IVF soon. I’m not sure how much of it I will blog, but I will try to keep everyone posted.