So the past few days have been better. I’ve given myself time to cry and work through the process. This may sound silly to some, but I’m even working on a scrapbook for the baby. I was realizing that I really don’t have anything for this baby, so I thought what would I do normally-a baby book. It has been very therapeutic for me, although I’m sure some might think that it’s a little extreme. But it’s not really for other people, it’s for me, and that is why I’m doing it.